Plea for Peace

I beg you, to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live …

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Disappear

A lifestyle with which I can be myself. A style where I can wander the waves of my wavering ways. I am a wanderer at heart and a mess in my mind. I want to be here. It's so difficult at times to be a part of this Society. I'm aware it's better sometimes to …

Friends

We are friends. Are we friends? I really need him. He reminds me of who I am. I remind myself to eat each day. I remind myself to be okay. I cannot fathom what life would be without him. I wonder what this kid could be. I know it's something never said. The past ten …

Infatuation and

My mania gets the best of me. Maybe it's illusion. Maybe you love me.... Maybe neither of us will say that. Maybe it's just infatuation and neither of us will admit it. Maybe we're just friends. I feel more. I'm not sure what you feel.

Lies

I am fine. I am alive. I feel fine. I can drive. I know all these things that I tell the others. The facade that i carry which  lies beneath another. Lives buried under lies. The truth hides. It comes out every so often to tell that I have let it fall too deeply. I …

The other day, Someone asked me about something that led to words describing my being. I heard myself udder a loss of life and quickly I wandered into a desire to die. I love you so dearly and I've seen the ceremonies where everyone shares all the memories. I want to shiver and yet I …

Scoreless

The sky is gray. Not in clouds, simply the dusk of a clear day. The sun was out and it was hot.I crippled into an emotional insanity earlier that day. Unable to feel anything more than pure anxiety, I called a friend.We ignored the absence of physicality. We understood the truth of insanity. I had …

Flipping coins

Finding time for divine. I spend most my days wondering what another life would feel like. My best friends are gone. We all wander like electrons about this earth. Connected by bits of fancy plastics, will we be together again? What used to happen. We cared and were ready to jump. Now there's so many …

Walking away

On this day I will allow my fellow travelers to touch my life and know they will support me through my journey.